Deep in the Forest

2020 has been a story that one should only read about in books, created by epic authors, meant to destroy the psyche of the reader momentarily. Instead, 2020 was a reality many long to never of experienced. For me, 2020 brought great change, both personally and professionally. I faced many changes in my work environment, from working at home to changes in how I could do my job in person. I had a great loss in my family and because of the severity of an illness had not seen my grandma since Christmas of last year. No longer will I see her smiling face, but rather a vision I long to not have. Today, I find myself lost deep in the forest of emotion, shrouded in black and darkness. The only comfort comes from the song birds as I navigate the real life nightmare, that authors should only be writing about in fiction.

What I am wearing:

Clothing

Outfit ~ Dark Velvet (includes dress and boots) by zOOm

Body

Body ~ Mesh Body – Lara V5.1 by Maitreya
Head ~ Infinity Alex Hybrid Mesh Avatar – Almond by Logo
Shape ~ Jesse by -Belleza-
Hair ~ Esperanza by Truth
Eyes ~ Moka Eyes – Sapphire by Buzzeri
Tattoo ~ Zanett by Leven Ink Tattoo
Nails ~ Mix & Match Coffin Nails by e.marie

Poses I am using:

Aiko Pose 4 by Kirin

Props I am using:

ChoiBoi Mystic Forest Backdrop by Serenity Style

Windlighting:

Midday

Cozy Corner

Nestled in the corner, the tiny cat dwells. Shrouded in the perfect amount of light, to see but not be seen, she lays quietly watching the world around her. Silently she lays, taking in the sounds both within and out. She wonders when she will spotted; longing to be spoken to – but not for long. Her hiding spot is secure for now, but soon she will have to find another.

Structure/Furniture/Decor:

Main House

• Cajsa Modern Cottage by Trompe Loeil

Outside Decor

• coastal dock by tarte.

Indoor Decor

• Go-Pop Set (includes short and tall Pot, Rattan Cocoon Chair, and Rug) by Soul2Soul
• Meet me By The Sea Sign by {Q-Essentials}
• Decor Cat by Kaerri

Landscaping:

• Sweet Garden Grass06 – mix(cool colors)*a, Sweet Garden Grass06 – mix(warm colors)*a by HPMD
• grass field green 02 – random by .:revival:.
• Grassy Rock and Flowers – Free Gift by TMG

Windlighting:

AnaLu *studio* 5

Ocean Breeze

Sometimes I struggle to put words to paper. I find inspiration within a scene, create an amazing title, and then struggle with the story I wish or rather long to tell. This is such a time. A perfect picture, with a fitting title, and yet words escape my fingertips. I am left speechless, unknowing what to put to fit the scene. Is this what the phrase “writer’s block” means? Is this what my students feel when I give them a topic or allow for self-choice and instruct them to write?

What I am wearing:

Clothing

Top and Skirt ~ Komala by Envy Her
Shoes ~ Emma by N-core

Body

Body ~ Mesh Body – Lara V5.1 by Maitreya
Head ~ Infinity Alex Hybrid Mesh Avatar – Almond by Logo
Shape ~ Jesse by -Belleza-
Hair ~ the Angel Hair by .Olive.
Eyes ~ Moka Eyes – Sapphire by Buzzeri
Tattoo ~ Zanett by Leven Ink Tattoo
Nails ~ Mix & Match Coffin Nails by e.marie

Poses I am using:

Humming 1 by -Lalochezia-

Sim Location:

Kona Beach and Surfing

Windlighting:

Bree’s appleblossom

Sunrise Stroll

One of my favourite things to do is wake up early, before the rest of my family, quietly get dressed and take an early stroll in hopes of seeing the sunrise. This doesn’t happen often, sadly. Most times, a little one will hear movement within the house and come, rubbing sleep from their eyes, inquiring as to where I am going. On these occasions, I will say just getting the newspaper from the steps and retrieve it and return inside. These are my moments of peace before the day’s chaos rains down upon me. Today, I got to have this moment of peace; what a glorious feeling it was!

What I am wearing:

Clothing

Top ~ Sunja – Blue by -Aegyo-
Pants ~ Erika by Lybra

Body

Body ~ Mesh Body – Lara V5.1 by Maitreya
Head ~ Infinity Alex Hybrid Mesh Avatar – Almond by Logo
Shape ~ Jesse by -Belleza-
Hair ~ Charlotte by Excile
Eyes ~ Moka Eyes – Sapphire by Buzzeri

Sim Location:

Kona Beach and Surfing

Windlighting:

Regional Default

A Little Escape

Every so often, when the normal becomes mundane, I decide that a little escape is needed and search for the unknown. Today happened to be one of those mundane days, where I needed something new and fresh. I pulled out my travel guide and read about various locations. I had to make a decision on where I wanted to visit and for what purpose. Was it to see something new, meet new people, do some shopping, or to relax. Today I decided that I wanted to see something new and visit a new place.

What I am wearing:

Clothing

Dress ~ Maeve by zOOm
Shoes ~ Tokiwa Heals – Black by [BREATHE]

Body

Body ~ Mesh Body – Lara V5.1 by Maitreya
Head ~ Infinity Alex Hybrid Mesh Avatar – Almond by Logo
Shape ~ Jesse by -Belleza-
Hair ~ Alias by Truth
Eyes ~ Moka Eyes – Sapphire by Buzzeri

Accessories

Bracelet~ Marta Bracelet by Minimal

Poses I am using:

the cover up (modesty – all the things) by double take

Sim Location:

Japan Hiroba

Windlighting:

[TOR] SUNSET – Warmer

Come Inside

A month ago, restrictions were lifted on the number of people you could have within your social bubble. While my family accepted the increase and invited our closest friends over, we did not allow them within the house and they did the same when we went over there. Today, social distancing rules change, yet again, to allow people inside of restaurants – not just patios. It has been a topic of discussion on if we will allow people into our homes as rules relax. While some are not allowing visitors into their homes, perhaps our social bubble will be allowed to come inside.

What I am wearing:

Clothing

Dress ~ 404 dress gray by .EPOCH.
Shoes ~ Rebell Collection Flat Boots by Rebelpill

Body

Body ~ Mesh Body – Lara V5.1 by Maitreya
Head ~ Infinity Alex Hybrid Mesh Avatar – Almond by Logo
Shape ~ Jesse by -Belleza-
Hair ~ Vivid by TRUTH HAIR
Eyes ~ Moka Eyes – Sapphire by Buzzeri
Tattoo ~ Bad Kitty by Dappa

Poses I am using:

Babe-5 by FOXCITY

Sim Location:

Coastal Waterway

Windlighting:

StrawberrySingh.com – Head Shot

Contemplation

Often, I sit alone and become lost in my thoughts. I wonder about those I have come into contact with in SL and how they are doing. I think about those who have come into my life and hold a deep-rooted place within my heart. I contemplate those who I have let move on, yet grateful that they still remain within my life – while others are no longer there and a hole has been left in their place. I contemplate what my SL will look like, what I will do, and where I will go. I long for family and friends – some old and some new. 

I struggle daily with wanting to talk to people, but, also with not wanting to bother them. I spend hours in deep contemplation on if I should reach out and say hello or if I should leave them alone. While I long to talk to others, the idea of bothering them takes over. I wonder how people are doing, what they have been up to, and if we could spend time together. Yet, fear and worry take over and I revert back inside myself, back into deep contemplation. Those closest to me will, in their time, reach out because they understand and know how I do not like to interfere with what they are currently doing.

Often, I sit alone and contemplate my downfalls, my desire to make others happy while sacrificing myself, and the time I want to spend with them. I contemplate if I need to change my views and force myself on others – but that is not who I am, not in SL and not in RL. So alone I will sit in deep contemplation, with a dog nipping my toes and cats running amuck.

What I am wearing:

Clothing

Top ~ Ashlee Tank by Pink Cream Pie
Pants ~ Beth Capris by Pink Cream Pie
Shoes ~ Gamer Girl Sneakers by Spoiled

Body

Body ~ Mesh Body – Lara V5.1 by Maitreya
Head ~ Infinity Alex Hybrid Mesh Avatar – Almond by Logo
Shape ~ Jesse by -Belleza-
Hair ~ Mireay – light browns by Truth
Eyes ~ Moka Eyes – Sapphire by Buzzeri
Tattoo ~ Bad Kitty by Dappa

Accessories

Bracelets ~ Jelly Bangles – blue by Kibitz

Poses I am using:

Perseverance.1 by Ecru…Couture (for The Liaison Collaborative July Event POP!)

Props I am using:

Alalula Backdrop by Serenity Style (for The Liaison Collaborative July Event POP!)

Chinese Crested – Chocolate Wanderer (REZ) by *HEXtraordinary*

* Sweet Garden Grass06 – mix(cool colors)*a by HPMD

Windlighting:

Regional Default

Night Sailing

Every once in awhile, my husband and I get the chance to spend time together without our three children. While these moments are rare, they require an abundance of planning and obtaining childcare (especially during a pandemic). We recently took a risk in our night out and went sailing with a friend, while their oldest son looked after our youngest two. The sky was gorgeous, the breeze cool, and the water calm.

What I am wearing:

Clothing

Outfit ~ Penelope Jumpsuit – 10Cream by Just BECAUSE
Shoes ~ Sunday Heels by : CULT :

Body

Body ~ Mesh Body – Lara V5.1 by Maitreya
Head ~ Infinity Alex Hybrid Mesh Avatar – Almond by Logo
Shape ~ Jesse by -Belleza-
Hair ~ Poetry by Truth
Eyes ~ Moka Eyes – Sapphire by Buzzeri
Tattoo ~ Bad Kitty by Dappa

Accessories

Bracelet ~ Kainda Bracelet by EarthStones
Ring ~ Laila Bento Rings by *PKC* Purrrrfect Kitties Creations

Sim Location:

The Keys

Windlighting:

Regional Default

A Walk in the Park

There is something about being able to travel outside your home and venture into the park. Surrounding yourself with the sounds of singing birds, chattering squirrels, and the wind rustling the leaves. There is no better feeling than taking a deep breath and letting the day’s worries drift away. In the park, taking the less frequented path is where I enjoy spending a few hours with my family.

What I am wearing:

Clothing

Top ~ Mai Bustier Soft Blue by Vinyl
Pants ~ Boyfriend Jeans – Dark Wash by (fd)
Shoes ~ Harlee MoonStone by :::ChicChica:::

Body

Body ~ Mesh Body – Lara V5.1 by Maitreya
Head ~ Infinity Alex Hybrid Mesh Avatar – Almond by Logo
Shape ~ Jesse by -Belleza-
Hair ~ Vilary Hair by OPALE
Eyes ~ Moka Eyes – Sapphire by Buzzeri
Tattoo ~ Bad Kitty by Dappa

Accessories

Jewelry ~ Kainda Bracelet by EarthStones
Ring ~ Blake Ring by MICHAN

Poses I am using:

Babe-2 by FOXCITY

Sim Location:

Parc de la Serenite

Windlighting:

Regional Default

The Woodland Celebration

Nestled within the forest clearing, the woodland creatures were busy preparing for a special event. From behind a tree I watched in amazement as they worked together. From the small house tables, chairs, and decorations were brought outside. The sweet aroma of cakes and cookies filled the air. Sunflowers were cut and placed within vases, adorning the tables. I watched as they sang and played as the scene formed before me. Someone was going to be surprised later today at the woodland celebration.

Little Story

Structure/Furniture/Decor:

Outside Decor

Cute Kawaii Cats *featuring Flip, Flop, and Graduate* by {YD} Your Dreams

Bunnies Dreams *featuring Dreamer Rare, Intellectual, and Worker Rare* by {YD} Your Dreams

Bunnies in the rain * featuring Bunny boots and Bunny Umbrella* by {YD} Your Dreams

Spring Sunflowers *featuring Place setting, Sunflowers Bucket, Cake Rare, Cakepop, Candle, Chair Ceremony, Chair Reception, Cupcake, Entrance Rare, Jug Sunflowers, Macarons, and Table* by {YD} Your Dreams

crooked house by .:revival:.

Landscaping:

Sweet Garden Grass06 – white*a, Sweet Garden Grass06 – mix(cool colors)*a, Sweet Garden Grass06 – mix(warm colors)*a, Garden Tree08 with Lights – orange a, and Garden Tree06 – dark brown(dg) a by HPMD

grass field green 01 – random by [we’re CLOSED]

Windlighting:

Annan Adored Optimal Skin (no shadows)